| Location | Sileby / Loughborough |
| Age | 12 years |
| Cause of Death | Undisclosed |
| Date of Birth | 08/04/1996 |
| Date of Death | 23/08/2008 |
| Visitors | 9,866 since 13/09/2008 |
| Creator |
She was my little girl, her smile lit up any room and so did her clothes....everyone would tell me how beautiful she is and she would shy away.
But she was beautiful and clever, bright, loving, happy and a pain in the bum at times...lol but she was mine and i love her, i'm not sure how her brother and i will ever cope.. he misses her so much, he's got no one to argue with and play fight with.....
The house is so quiet, no music banging away in her room, the Phone has stopped ringing cause it was always her friends, she's got so many friends that miss her and just don't get why!!!!
And i wish i had the answer but i don't know why either...........
She was and is my sunshine on a cloudy day and our own little rainbow in the morning and our bright star in the night....
I will always miss you, love you and think of you.... you are my one and only girl..xxxxxxx
Dreams
I had a dream about you last night... only the third time since you went.... it made me feel all calm and happy it was so nice just talking to you, yet coming on here makes me cry uncontrollably..... i think i read all the messages and all the feelings i hide just come flooding back.
I just miss you with all my heart and soul and there just isn't the words to express the lengths that i would go too to get you back here with your family and friends.....
You are forever in my heart and mind princess xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Dee..
Hello beautiful.
Sorry that I haven't been on here in so long.
Still thinking about you every day.
Not sure what to write on this anymore..
Ill come see you soon, i promise.
Love you.
Forever and always baby.
Sleep well.
I am so sorry!
Deni, I am so sorrry I havnt been on here in so long! Its been a while, I feel so guilty! It don't seem like 3 years ago since I saw your beutyfull face, I always think about you from time to time, I remeber that day when we was down the park and you had those greeny colourd shorts on, and they ripped all the way down, LOL, I miss you so much princess! So much has changed and so much is different, if only you was here to see those changes, you always brought me to a good mood when I was feeling down, the best years of my life was when you were in them! Also I can still remember all our time at high gate! Ooh, that's going way back! I can still picture your beutyfull face in my head!, we always you so webcam chat on msn, god if only we could do that now!, & I'm sorry sorry I havnt been up to see you, I've been moving back and forwards to barrow and stuff, gawd its along story! I promise withh all my heart ill be up soon! I miss you so much dj and you are always in my heart, you my soulmate the person that I could look up to and talk to when I was feeling sad,and you still are, I just picture you in my head and imagine that I'm speeking to you, your probably thinking what the f**k am I going on about! Well sorry if I'm drawling on :) every one thinks its all about having the latest phone and having the best clothes and going out and gett wrecked and stoned well, no one thinks about friendships , and family anymore, but I just want you to no that I am always thinking of you! I just hope you can forgive me and remeber me, I see your mum drive past my house nearly every day, and I don't think she will ever be the same with out you you mean the world to all of us and always will. Anyways I'm going to stop talking now, I hope you are happy where you are now, r.I.p dj and I love you so much baby! Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
You're not in this alone
Let me break this awkward silence
Let me go, go on record
Be the first to say I'm sorry
Hear me out,
And if you take me down
Or would you lay me out
And if the world needs something better
Let's give them one more reason now, now, now
We walk in single file
We light our rails and punch our time
Ride escalators colder than a cell
This broken city sky like butane on my skin
stolen from my eyes
Hello Angel, tell me where are you
Tell me where we go from here
Tell me we go from.
And in this moment we can't close the lids on burning eyes
Our memories blanket us with friends we know like fallout vapors
Steel corpses stretch out towards an ending sun, scorched and black
It reaches in and tears your flesh apart
As ice cold hands rip into your heart
That's if you've still got one that's left inside that cave you call a chest
And after seeing what we saw, can we still reclaim our innocence
And if the world needs something better, let's give them one more reason now
This broken city sky like butane on my skin
stolen from my eyes
Hello Angel, tell me where are you
Tell me where we go from here
Tell me we go from here
Hey DJ, I know it's been a long time since I've written. But I've been thinking about you, it's nearly three years. I actually can't believe that. It seems that in that time you've almost been forgotten. But I'll never forget you Deni, I watched the PGL Caythorpe Court DVD the other day and it's brilliant. You're so bright and bubbly on it, I miss that. It still hurts, I get a pang in my heart every time I think of you. A lot has gone off and changed in these past years, for better and worst. I saw MCR in February and they were amazing. I really really wish you could have seen them. During Cancer and Helena I cried my eyes out, and the whole entire time I was thinking of you. Anyway, I'll be up to see you on the 23rd. Always thinking of you.
Love always
Tasha xo
P.s. I'll leave you with Skylines And Turnstiles Lyrics.
xx
Always so hard to come on here, everyone misses you so so so much...
Nearly 3 years now and i can say i don't think it has sunk in yet..... does that sound silly.
Any how found some lovely pics of you the other day got them up in the front room so i get to see your beautiful smiling face everyday...... see doing this always makes me cry like a baby, so i only come on when i'm on my own in the house...
Anyway sweetie i need to go before my face turns into a red blurr....
I love you always and forever sweetie xxxxxxx
4yrs ago, my 11th party
Thankyou for my bag, i still have it :')
'T is for tatty' can't beat it
one of the best presents ever given too me
I wish you could of been here today
I've had a happy birthday
Im amazed
Ive waited 4yrs and i can finally say its been a happy one
Its just a shame the picture isnt complete
Your there, i just cant see you
I miss you dreadfully
I wish you were here
Meet everybody
Smile
Just be us
That would be my perfect birthday :')
Forever and Always
Tamara xxx
Thinking of you
Im starting to think its sad that i still use this, how i always still have this open when im on the computer, but idk, i want you here beside me, im sick of sitting alone,
Its soon gonna be 3years,
3 sad and lonely years of passed,
And i miss you more,
I dont think im doing this right, i thought everyone said it would get easier, why do i still think of you constantly then? Dont get me wrong i want to, and i never want you to leave me, but its not any easier, and at times its harder, less people understand, less people know, less people care ...
I never know what to type anymore, there arent words that will help,
Im gonna make sure your still there at every moment of my life, like we talked about, and as ive said as you know
I miss you
Forever & Always
Tam x
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